Depersonalized Again

I’m a traveler

Wandering here to there until I end

up standing on land I haven’t known

But it’s not on my wills’ list

I’m just travelling

Anywhere. Far away.

Freeze at Everest’s summit

Without any coat on

Burn deep down the core

Without even slippers to guard my feet

Fly high towards the stratosphere

Without a single wing

It’s better to just drown in a

Crocodile lake

Than to see whose hand hold the gun’s trigger

It’s better to fall from the clouds

Than to stand watching how I’d be executed

It’s better to be tortured alive naturally

Than be a product of unsolicited mercy killing

I’m a traveler

From a fixed time zone

Unmoving

I’m a traveler

Trying to escape my battles

I’m a traveler

Begging my head to vanish

I’m a traveler

Weeping.

I’m a traveler

Dying.

Infinite Tower

After all these years

I’ve been Rapunzel

Waiting for a prince to take me away

But it’s not a fairy tale

I am Rapunzel

Yes

But there’s no “happily ever after”

There is no prince charming

It’s just I… Alone.

Eternally

No one will rescue me.

Well, somebody tried

But he belongs to a fairy tale

And this is not a fairy tale

He might belong to Cinderella

Not to Rapunzel

I don’t live inside a book

I don’t have glass shoes

I don’t have a fairy godmother

I’m just Rapunzel

Hopeless

Poor Rapunzel

Poor me

Bound… chained in Reality.